Kaylin has her 1st doctors appointment at Shriners this month. I'm very excited, anxious, and nervous all at the same time. I'm so excited to finally get answers about her condition, and find out what kind of treatment is available for her little legs.
My husband and I are very prepared for this visit. Ever since we found out at our 20 week ultrasound about her condition I have never stopped searching for answers. Worst case senario for her right leg- amputation. I'm concerned about her left leg, as she is growing I notice her leg does turn in quite abit. I'm praying they will be able to save her left leg, maybe just minor surgery.
It's easy to talk about it now, after many tears, and researching the outcome. But my heart still aches, somedays. My heart hurts for her, it's too hard not to think about what challanges she is going to have to face. I rather it be me. Somedays I think.. "why us?" and then other days I think.. "why not us?" What better parents are there. We are a very loving, caring, responsible parents. God would have never brought this upon us, if we couldn't handle it. I truly believe this situation is a blessing in disguse.
When I was alittle girl, I would pray to my Lord everynight. But eventually I let my life get in the way of what is most important, my Lord. Ever since I found out about my baby, all I do is pray now. I talk to God everyday, and thank him for this blessing and ask for forgiveness. For anyone who has had something tramatic happen in your life, you know what I'm talking about. You start looking at your life, and making changes for the better.
Anyways, I will keep everyone updated. Hopefully I will find time to post something after her doctor appointment! But no promises, We plan on leaving town for a couple days! So ready for a mini- vacation! Here are some pics of Kaylin taken- one month old!!!
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